* Saturday, March 31, 2007 *


Some Alice Nine unknown PV or something.
=________=
I can't find much pictures of it sadly.
Common ones only.
Didn't get the hear the song coz the PV was super short.
Argh..
Gonna wait and see if anyone found any.
Heehee.
And i'm going to start drawing on Monday.
Or maybe tomorrow.
XD
Whee~
I'm quite..
Well,sorta, happy today!
Currently no nagging and such.
Hahahaha..
I'm going to hunt for more Shunkashuuto pics.
Alice Nine in uniform.
LMAO
And happy birthday,Vivian!!

2:01 PM


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* Friday, March 30, 2007 *


I've gotten bored of my previous avatar in SheezyArt..
So i made a new one.
The Shou one was much of an eyesore due to his huge eyes and those shiny stuff.
So i made a Saga one,which was less of an eyesore.
LOL~
Yesterday wasn't a good day anyway..
I guess i'm back into this upset mode again...
Sorry..
=___________=
I really have no heart to do anything.
I feel so betrayed...
There are like annoying people everywhere.
Heh..
Yesterday,was the day,i felt so betrayed in my life...
And now i know..
That mixing with fools, is something not worth my time.
Having a so-called "strong" relationship with them..
Is just as good as stabbing myself.
Heh.
Besides,they all do the same thing, betraying each other without knowing.
Ah..Whatever.
I'll blabbering nonsense.
LMAO..

6:43 AM


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* Thursday, March 29, 2007 *


Yeah..Lame title.
Dunno what to name it.
Sometimes,i feel too troubled to decide things for myself.
But i never rely on such nonsense like fate though,so i'm probably crap talking.
=___=
I sometimes feel, am i Uke enough?
For some reasons..
I know people who are much "Uke" than I am,they start clinging onto me.
And i become a SEKE instead.
D:
But i no wanna be a seke.
It's like a 2-timer.
*pulls hair*
And talking about hair...
I wanna go and have a hair cut.
But i dunno if i should trim it..
Or cut another style.
I really feel really hot nowadays.
Heh.
And i feel so tired too..
Test next week..
No one is like revising..
I'm stuck in between problems..
Even though i'm really curious what's going to happen in this problems.
+___+
Argh..
Blabbering nonsense in the morning,ugh.
Half an hour more before i go to school..
Sometimes,i wish i'm swimming or living in the water.
XD;
Caz i need not hear any complaints because it can never be heard,underwater.
And talking about water too..
I found some Alice Nine piccus semi-related to that.

6:41 AM


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* Wednesday, March 28, 2007 *



Okiies..
I'm going to submit an entry before i leave for school.
Man..
I'm sleepy.
And this week is passing very slowly,agree?
I do,hehe.
I haven't had much stuff to do this week.
And i'm bored.
>_<

6:45 AM


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* Tuesday, March 27, 2007 *


Didn't get to post anything yesterday caz i was too lazy to.
=.=
And busy with stuff as well.
Rained pretty heavily yesterday morning.
And i'm feeling sleepy.
XD;
Heehee.
Made a new ID yesterday.
Shou from Alice Nine.
;p
And i made a new Avie too.
<3

7:08 AM


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* Sunday, March 25, 2007 *


I'm rather happy today!!
*skips around*
I do not know WHY.
But i just feel hyper!
XD
Something is wrong with me~!!
And also,i do not want to talk about sad stuff.
So please stop asking.
And i so like JRocker's hair.
OvO
It's just like..
If i can have this hairstyle in school.
And also,i'm looking forward to watch Mr.Bean's Holiday.
Seems interesting.
And i'm a semi-mr.bean fan.
Hehe.
And Bou Bou wants to know Alice Nine band members name,so i'll let you know.
But i do not know MUCH.

  • Shou (将) - Vocals
  • Hiroto (ヒロト) - Guitar
  • Tora (虎) - Guitar
  • Saga (沙我) - Bass
  • NAO - Drums
And I so love Hubby's Art~ <3

9:06 PM


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* Friday, March 23, 2007 *


Today is a tiring day as usual.
Even though school finished early.
I'm still super sleepy and tired.
=.=
Heh.
Finished my Lightning CG yesterday.
And the good news is that...
I have finished all my linearts!!!
*waves hands like mad*
DONE!!!!
ALL DONE!!!!
Just that i have not finished a friend's Itachi gift for me in Gaia.
LOL
Wells,i'm going to get it done soon.
*nods*
And also..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, EUNICE!!!!


Art © me

1:32 PM


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* Thursday, March 22, 2007 *


Woo!!
Finally finished Bou Bou's gift!!
Whee!!
I hope you liked how it turned out,Bou Bou.
I rushed coloring it today.
Even if i had my dad nagging at us(me and siblings)
I don't know..
if the colors i used are your favourite..
I just used colors which matches your personality and Bou's hair of course.
Hope you like it.
I finished Lightning today as well,but i'll upload it perhaps..
Tomorrow.
And tomorrow is FRIDAY!!
D:
That's so fast!!
I think i'm still in LaLa Land.
Hahaha..
And sucks.
I forgot to color the nails.

9:18 PM


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* Wednesday, March 21, 2007 *


New avie i edited for my SheezyArt web page.
XD
I so love Aoi's hair.
*pullsit*
Wanted to make a Reita one actually.
=.=
But i don't like the thingy he wears round his nose.
>.<>

2:51 PM


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* Tuesday, March 20, 2007 *


Yes!!
Finished my Deidara picture already!!
WOO!!
I'm really happy with the way it turned out!!
*screams*
The colors were as "nice" (to me) as i thought.
And it's SHINY!!
WHEE!!!
And today was a great day too!!
Even if there is a mathematics test tomorrow.
*revises*
Well,nothing much to write.
=.=
Feeling bored.
*plays with dei's bird clay*
Whee...

8:54 PM


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* Monday, March 19, 2007 *



Heehee,i finally finished my Roxas and Namine picture!
I thought i will never get it done due to laziness...
But i did!
And i'm glad!
Even if Namine's one was a rather...
Turn-off to me,but i'm glad i finished it anyway.
I did decorate the pic too.
Hehe.
So this is the much better one.
Mmhmm.
XD
Argh!!
I just love how Roxas turned out!!!
*stares at it*
Yeah..
And i wasn't feeling too good today too.
Slept in class caz there was no lessons during english at all.
So...
I went to sleep. And it's always like when i sleep in class,i have this..
uneasy feeling in my stomach.
And it's always making me feel like puking.
Don't know what's wrong with me.
But it only happens only when i sleep in school.
Other than that,i'm like fine.
So I...
suppose it is harmless.
But if it happens too often and gets much worser,i had better go see a doctor.
Even if i have phobia of them.
>.<
Roxas and Namine © Tetsuya Nomura
Art
© Me

8:40 PM


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* Sunday, March 18, 2007 *


Heehee,i was discussing with Chiboo (dA friend) yesterday about the OC (original character)
in her b-day gift i drew.
I was asking what name i should give him and she gave a a site full of japanese name.
Heehee.
I thought of listing them all her so that i won't forget it.
All credits goes to Chiboo (info) and myself (the character,the guy with black hair)

Character Bios~ <3
Name : Shin (true/reality/genuineness)
in kanji (
真)
in hiragana (しん)
Age : 16 years old
Birthday : 8.July (no questions on this plwease)
Height : 165 cm/1.65 m
Weight : 57 kg
Personality : (coming soon! i'm filling it up right now!)

Yoko
©
Chiboo
Shin and art
© Me
Do NOT steal

11:36 AM


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* Saturday, March 17, 2007 *


Ah,finished my Roxas picture~
Finally!!
I thought it's going to take me a long long while!
But i finished it today!
YAY!
But i still got Namine's to complete.
Lightning's.
Umm...Bou's.
And that's all i think.
XD
I'm not too happy today,don't know why...
Just feeling in a rather dead mode.
But dinner did made me happy.
Hehe.
And i have fun trying to annoy someone with a so-GAY JRock piccu~<3>
© Me!
Character
© Tetsuya Nomura



7:53 PM


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* Friday, March 16, 2007 *

Nothing much special has happen today.
Wasn't hopring for one either.
Hehe.
Just alittle annoyed with some stupid ants around my computer table area.
Changed my GaiaAvie though.
Not much,but just wearing the new collectible donated by Hubby.
^_____^
Just go to my GaiaOnline account if you wanna see it.
I...
Should have the link to it.
I hope.
Everything goes well for me today.
I'm tired of my days being spoilt by you know who.
LOL

2:17 PM


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* Thursday, March 15, 2007 *

I was shocked,i tell you!
Shocked!
You would be if you were me!
My soft-shell turtle got out from it's tank and i was like wtf?!
O_O
I remebered,the top of the tank has a covering,yes.
And the tank, was place on a cabinet, which is like...
3 to 4 times my foot lenght and it's rather tall for a few centimetres turtle.
And it climb it's way out!
How the hell did it do that?!
My first encounter was silly me and my silly crab.
Dad bought me and little sis a crab(extremely small,1/4 of me hand,right now) EACH.
Yes,i was excited,but i didn't care to touch them caz i was afraid they will,you know.
=.=
And a couple of days,i saw my little sis's crab was like...
Uh..
Dead.
And mine WASN'T there.
So i went to every room and searched like crazy..
And then went to my parent's room..
I found the silly crab there. T^T
Died a few days after that anyway.
Crab's,i don't mind.
But SOFT-SHELL TURTLE is so not a joke.
=.=;;
Maybe we're just weird...
Or they're weird,whatever. lol
By the way,i uploaded Chu-Chan's/Itasugen's (my aust artist friend) in my deviantART account.
Do take a look!

10:38 AM


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* Wednesday, March 14, 2007 *

As the title says it, i'm going to change.
I'm not going to be the fool to mix this group of so-called "love-experts" followers.
It's plain dumb.
Even the person i trusted most in there,
has betrayed my trust.
Heh.
Not much of a surprise.
They're all brainless anyway.
Sorry if i'm being what you call...
"Annoying" here.
It's not that i want to be.
But i have to be.
I have never been so "nice" to anyone before.
Usually,when i get all angry with someone,
I'll scream my lungs out at them and not even bother to talk to them the following day.
This group of "love-sick" people...
They should count themselves lucky.
One, crazy over some dumb dream.
Two, lost in love, complaining all day.
Three, can't help themselves and want to help others.
And lastly, naive. Saying the wrong things at the wrong time.
I bet no one can understand people who are like this.
Not even me. I never understood them.
But i'm very sure,no one will even want to understand them.
And to think i used to think they have their own brains to use and think.
But it seems that they are using very little of it this year.
I pity them,yes.
But it's they're own problem.
They solve it themselves,this no longer has anything to do with me.
And imagine, they don't want you to leave them,but they can leave you.
Unreasonable,yes?
They can say anything they want to say about me anyway.
I'm totally used to it,since they are famous for backstabbing others whenever they talk to at least, one person in the group.
1 person can hear at least 4 gossips about 4 people.
And the cycle just keeps going on and on and on.
If they want to show they are independant and strong...
Then prove it.
No point saying words they don't mean it at all.
I wouldn't want to hear it.
Nor would anyone.
If you suspect you are involve,i don't care.
Because if you think you are guilty about this,
go ahead.
I'm not telling anyone who i am refering to.
All you need to know is just see people with emo/love-sick/pathetic posts complaining about me.
Will do.

And this song title, so matches them.


9:11 AM


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* Tuesday, March 13, 2007 *


Hehehe!
I'm happy to be in Gaia Arenas!!
I hope i cna win,yeahs.
But i may not exactly "win" caz some people were complaining i have no pants on or something.
Hrumph...
Is it a MUST to have pants on?
My avie needs no pants.
And some people has no pants either.
But hopefully,i get some good comments or get to the spotlight.
At least it shows that my avie is worth something.
Woo!!
I really really wish i could!!
I want teh gold!!
$w$
All teh gold...
Heheheehehehehehe...

8:39 AM


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* Monday, March 12, 2007 *

Zutto kurikaeshiteta zutto kanashimasete bakari datta
Kitto anata sae mo kizu tsukete boku wa ugokenu mama
Anata ni fureru koto ga naze konna ni kurushii no desu ka?

Kitto onaji koto wo kurikaeshite anata wo ushinatte shimau no ga kowakattakara

Yori sou koto de nuguou to shita wasurekirenakatta hi wo
Anata wa nani mo kikazu ni kono te wo nigittekureta ne

Ashita anata no kimochi ga hanarete mo
Kitto kawarazuni ai shiteiru
Ashita anata ni boku ga mienakute mo
Kitto kawarazu ai shiteiru
I will walk together, the future not promised yeah
It keeps walking together, to future in which you are...

Tsurai koto sae wasureru kurai
Anata wo omotteiru
Aenai yoru wo kazoeru tabi ni
Kogareru mune
Kake chigai no sabishisa tsunoru dou ka hitorikiri de nakanaide
Donna ni hanareteite mo shinjiaeru futari de iyou

Dou ka kono mama warateitai
Anata wo kizutsuke sasenaide
Toki ga tatsu tabi usurete itta
Anna omoi kurikaeshitakunai
Ashita anata no kimochi ga hanarete mo
Kitto kawarazu aishiteiru
Ashita anata ni boku ga mienakute mo
Kitto kawarazu ai shiteiru
Dou ka boku dake wo mitsumeteite
Douka kono te ga tokenu you

I will walk together, the future not promised yeah
It keeps walking together, to future in which you are...

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It kept repeating  It kept making me sad
Surely even you too were hurt And I can't move
Why does it hurt this much to be touched by you?
Surely its because I'm afraid that the same thing
will repeat itself and I'll lose you again

When we cuddle, I tried to wipe it clean but
I couldn't forget completely that day
You didn't listen to anything and held my hand

Even if tomorrow your feelings grow away from mine
Surely I will love you without change
Even if tomorrow you can't see
Surely I will love you without change.
I will walk together the future not promised
It keep walking together to the future in which you are...

I am thinking about you
So much that I forget even the painful things
Each time I count the nights I can't meet with you
My heart yearns for you
The loneliness of crossing paths grows
Don't cry by yourself somehow
No matter how far apart we become,
lets stay as a couple who can trust each other

Somehow I want to
Laugh like this
Without hurting you
As time passes, it has dimmed
I don't want to repeat that feeling
Even if tomorrow your feelings grow away from mine
Surely I will love you without change
Even if tomorrow you can't see
Surely I will love you without change.
Somehow, look only at me
Somehow, don't let go of this hand

I will walk together the future not promised
It keep walking together to the future in which you are...

© Gazette

8:52 AM


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Well,i just felt like posting 2 posts today.
Hehe.
This will be edited,so will the title, if anything "annoying" and "interesting" happens today.
I will change the title and the post itself. XD
So please do not ask me why i posted twice.
I usually don't.
But i wanted to type something in the next post which i think it is very meaningful.

8:46 AM


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* Sunday, March 11, 2007 *

Thought that i could have a great holiday during this week.
Instead,it's being spoiled.
Grandpa wasn't feeling good (i'm not telling anyone,personal)
so the whole family has to go to the hospital to visit.
I don't mind visiting,yes. Not at all.
But the point is that, i don't need people to act over-concern like taking a day off the whole day,
just to visit someone.
I'm like wtf?
It's just too fake to show such concern.
It's not that it is wrong.
But there is no point showing anyone you are too concern for the sake of what?
Show-off?
I'm getting really annoyed by this.
I want to spend my holidays in peace.
And it seems i never get to enjoy them in peace.
I rather go to church or stay at home doing nothing.
Rather than going to the hospital for more than a day.
That's ridiculous.
I really need a break.
After what's happened in school lately.
And all the stuff i learned and whatever.
And yesterday,some clever idiot,
tried to accuse me of flirting with my classmate which is RIDICULOUS.
I never ever flirt.
I am very sure,i never did.
Well..I'm not in the mood for anything right now..
So..Yeah..


10:25 AM


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* Saturday, March 10, 2007 *

Holidays have already started but still,
i have no idea what to do during those days.
Revising my work is on my list,but i can't be doing that all day.
And the computer has been...
Boring lately,due to the websites which i have been browsing are nothing much special.
=.=
Frankly,i'm rather happy with my blog skin,i mean,not the skin,but what i have updated.
I can't stop staring at it.
Okay,maybe i'm just day dreaming or something.
Or due to boredom that i'm finding things which are boring to me,
INTERESTING.
Weird huh?
But who says artists aren't weird people. o.o
Well,maybe i'll just make more art then. lol.
Maybe Gaian Avatars or Final Fantays Fabula Nova Crystallis.
Or some OC's.
And to think i have some..
Art trades to finish..
Haiz,time to find a scanner.
And finish those loads during holidays.
YAY! Found something to do!! Whee~<3

11:44 AM


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* Friday, March 9, 2007 *

My math teacher, was furious for i do not know what reason today.
He was to force us to sign some paper so that we will have a change of math teacher.
I wasn't really happy with what my teacher was thinking.
I always respect his decision,yes.
But this time,no.
It affects me,it affects him,it affects everyone in the class.
I'm glad that the whole class refuses to let him go.
He was the only teacher who treats us well and always gives us the best of everything.
I admit,i did cry over it,hearing he refuse to teach due to some..
Problems with the class not paying attention.
But still, majority, listens.
And majority,likes to have him around.
I won't let it go that easily,even if anyone forces me to sign.
I never will.
Not even if he lectures us.
He will still be the most favourite teacher of the class.

6:54 PM


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B-day . 08/July/19??
School . ?? School
Height . 5 " 2
Weight . 88 pounds
Age . 18(GE Age)
Occupation . Student
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Family Name . Hueruza
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Server . Caravaggio
GE played on . Singapore
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Veteran
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Granado Espada Stuff
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{x} Rape Felser, Otis and Silver .
{x} Get Silver from Kaboomer .
{x} Get the School Uniform Set .
{x} Get to Veteran .
{x} Get Felser to learn Advanced Garde .
{x} Get Otis to learn Close Encouters .
{x} Get Ceres to learn Domination Ice .
{x} Ceres & Silver Veteran .
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{x} Get Blake from Thongs .

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{ }Blue contact lenses .
{x}New clothings .
{ }Cosplay .
{ }Good Relation Friendships .

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