* Wednesday, May 30, 2007 *

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To : Hubby Felser
Heehee.
Thank you~
I really really really love the gift.
*nods nods*
My mood has been rather good this morning.
*laughs*
And the gift has made me even happier!
*claps hand*
Thank you~!!!!
And i love the pink nails.
So pink and shiny!!
I want those nail polish!
And the coloring is really really good!!
Heehee, i really love teh gift.
*trying to comment as long as possible*
Umm, also, the Gwee is very cute. XD
So ish the Yeti.
Thank you for drawing and buying gifts for me~!
I so love you~!
---------
And that is my Gaian Mermaid Avatar down there.
Isn't it pretty ?
I think it is very pretty.
XD
As in the drawing.
Not my avatar.
My avatar is like one of the ugliest and weirdest you have ever seen on GaiaOnline.
And no, i'm not a rich person on Gaia.
Hubby Felser is.
So all credits(for the drawings) and Gaian Clothings(bought) on GaiaOnline.
Goes to him.
Thank you~!! THANK YOU!!!
Ah!!
I just can't stop saying it!!
XD
And I love you~!!
*goneinsane*
And thank you Die-Chan and Carmen 爱爱 !
I'm happy that I've been loved by you guys too.
Today is like my happiest day~!
Thank you Die-Chan for sharing with me lotsa Visual Kei stuff.
And calling me Rei-San which i told you not to. XD
And thank you Carmen 爱爱 for writing in your personal message that you love me~!
Because I love you too.
And keep loving Shun, he needs more love.
Heehee.
Ureshii neh!
Jui gives you Panda thumbs up!
12:31 PM
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* Tuesday, May 29, 2007 *

(It's good talking to old friends or ex-mates.)
Yes, covanant dance please~!
That is if they knew how to.
*laughs*
The song is great.
I recommend Halo fans to hear.
Non-fans, whatever.
I'm quite happy today.
As in for the moment.
My mood wasn't exactly great in the morning.
*folds arms, tlits head and rolls eyes*
Bah, anyway.
I realized I have been talking to a friend i have deleted awhile back.
She added me to her friend list again and i never noticed it was actually..
Someone i deleted for quite awhile.
And i even spoke to her as if i really don't even know her.
But glad that she is keeping in touch with me already.
*claps hands*
Wooo!! I love ya, Die!
And stop cursing yourself.
Because the guy in Dir en Grey is gonna "die" first before you.
He is much older.
And I'm suddely in Ruki mood.
I really wonder why though.
Don't have anything much to blog today..
So i may update this later.
Or i'll just end here.
Maybe more tomorrow?
12:16 PM
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* Monday, May 28, 2007 *

(I know that you're a annoying bitch. But it doesn't mean I won't stop loving you.)
I know it's like alittle too late already.
But then.
Happy Birthday , れいた!!
*claps hands alone*
=__=;
Didn't noticed it actually.
Until i was chatting with Peiaz yesterday on MSN messanger.
She told me it was れいた's Birthday and i was like..
"Oh, yeah?!"
Took me awhile to reply though.
Slow-reaction.
But his birthday can still happen today because in USA and the other side of the world.
It's still 27th May.
So maybe I'm not exactly too late.
れいた~!!!
Wahahahahahahaha.
Bah, enough of fangirlism.
I'm not those sort.
Those who go
"ZOMG!! れいた's so sexy!!" Whatever.
I wonder when's 葵's Birthday though.
And finally it's me first day of enjoyment!!
Well, kinda.
*tlits head*
But still, it's rather boring.
Dunno why Mom woke me up early this morning.
It's not that we are going down for breakfast or anything.
*shrugs*
Well, maybe she's just too hyper.
Not for me though. I slack during holidays.
A lot.
Anyway, i did to Rosario sketches.
I don't know what the character's names are but I'll certainly check them out.
And i have been NeverWinter Night-ing lately too.
After knowing the cheat code to level up asap to level 20.
Which is the final level.
It saves me time and effort.
Kinda, effort.
Instead of having to train from 1 to 20 which will take me more than a week.
Heh.
*folds arms*
I'll be doodling a gift for Carmen and Yvonne.
KanonxBouxMiku picture.
Since I like Kanon, Bou Bou likes Bou and Yvonne likes Miku.
Chibi Anime style though.
I suck at realism.
But if i am given a chance to learn it, i would.
And i will.
Wahahahaahahahahaha.
And Felser bought me some Gaia Foodies!!
They're so yummy yum!!
THANK YOU!!
You're always so nice to me.
Heehee.
Looking at them makes me hungry.
Buy me lots of stuff and draw too.
Anyway, enjoy your trip/holiday to Australlia, Destiny.
Stay safe and take care of your health.
*winks*
11:31 AM
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* Sunday, May 27, 2007 *

(Sorry, but GazettE hates Bikini Slapping Breasts woman. Thank you.)
Wahahahaha!
Obviously this is crap talk!
Yesterday night, Felser and I were talking about GazettE's Reila PV.
About a american girl running along (or was it beside?) the beach.
And then i dunno why it gave me a thought about Bikini girls running along the beach.
*laughs*
And i was like "Umm, alright."
Poor Ruki, Uruha, Aoi, Reita and Kai.
Has to suffer such pornographic PV.
And then Felser said something..
Much worser.
And rather unexpected I would say.
*stares*
Bikini girls running along the beach.
Alright.
But slapping their breasts with one another?!
That was OUT OF TOPIC!
*shivers*
And poor Uru-Chan.
He was "suppose" to be the "ONLY" Uke.
But there are 2 woman with big breasts and nice body and are FEMALE.
Spoiling the PV.
*giggles*
=_______=
Poor Aoi-Chan too.
Mwahahahahahaha.
And who cares for Reita-kun anyway?
He looks perv.
*laughs my ass off*
And it's a good thing Kai has drumsticks to smack or poke??
Those Chicken breasts.
*rofl!*
And the ending part of Reila shows Ruki-kun licking his lips.
Fact is, he has gone horny watching those girls.
But he gives a stupid reason saying his lips were dry.
*Aoi and Reita goes banging their heads on the wall*
Wahahahahaha.
Lame.
Anyway, I have more time to rest today~
Don't need to go to Church that early~
So yeah~
And thank you for reminding me, Peiaz.
XD
Happy Birthday, Reita~!!
11:17 AM
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* Saturday, May 26, 2007 *

(tell me that you want to be yourself, woman.)
Bah.
I can't tolerate girls who call themselves ladies when they are not lady-like at all.
Pleh.
And i have never seen a Lady speaking in such..
A do-not-understand language or not proper english at all.
Seriously, a lady and a girl is a totally different thing.
A girl can be the typical bimbo you see around OR just a girl, local girl, i mean.
Unlike someone who first claims she is a girl and now a lady.
*laughs out loud*
She doesn't speak proper english.
So what type of lady can you be?
It's not that i like looking down on people.
But given your attitude towards things and people and your lousy character.
What makes you think you are a lady?
I've seen better people than you, you know.
More Lady-like and more well-educated.
I'm not saying you're stupid.
But the fact is that, even if you have education.
You prefer to waste it on nonsense and non-important things in life.
Well, if you think you are really clever.
Really b*tchy.
And loves being an a**h*le.
Go ahead.
You think it's cool.
But i think not.
I think it's freaking low-class.
More like your parents never raised you well at all.
You keep telling yourself that you do not care this and that.
But in the end?
You're still back as the hopeless person i know.
In the outside world, you can try to vent your frustrations on someone.
And let's see if anyone would listen.
Surely none and it'll soon drive you to your grave.
Anyway , enough about idiots being ladies.
I'm really happy to have made new friends in my friendster account.
XD
Raku Pon!!
But Pon Pon is not kawaii.
And i don't like Pon Pon.
But i like Shou and Saga.
Kekekekekekeke.
And i met Jui-sama!
Nah, just kidding.
Jui-fan.
Heeheehee.
She's a really nice person too.
And Shinigami gave me some new pictures!
Thank you~!!!
11:58 AM
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* Friday, May 25, 2007 *

(scream "holidays are finally here" and I will love you.)
Did i hear someone scream yay?
*scratches head*
Hmm..
If yes.
I'm going to tell you who it is.
And that person is me.
Mwahahahahahahahahahaha.
But of course, i am not screaming alone.
Hahaha.
Haven't really planned what to do for the holidays yet.
May go out next week.
Well, depends on my mood for the day.
If i'm lazy, that's just so sad.
Which happens like almost all of the time.
*laughs*
I haven't been CG-ing lately as well.
Because i kinda slack.
So i'm going to doodle alittle bit more, before CG-ing again.
But i will try to finish all the linearts i have by June.
Or should i say Summer holidays for some?
Well, whatever it is, it's still holidays.
And guess what i noticed about myself?
I seem to getting along very well with people named Carmen.
Weird isn't it?
But i seem to be getting along very well with them.
So far I'm close with 2.
But i know like 3 to 4 Carmen's excluding the close ones.
But are not very that close.
Because I have a new 爱爱.
Carmen 爱爱.
I not lunatic like some other people who create a family (using JRockers) like..
Their family must have..
爸爸
妈妈
弟弟
哥哥
姐姐
妹妹
I just don't like those common ones.
And especially to majority of them, the people are like without talent and interest.
Hahahaha, anyway.
I welcome my Carmen 爱爱 to me group of luvies.
Gotta finish a request from my Hubby Felser.
He wants a Chibi Felser x Chibi Ceres.
Ooooooo~
I simply adore this pairing.
Shush.
Who cares if it's a H-Game or not?
Hahahahahaha. Anyway, have a great holiday, everyone.
10:09 AM
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* Thursday, May 24, 2007 *

(I'm single and forever loving it.)
Got some message from a woman.
Yes, woman, not girl.
And I'm totally annoyed with her nonsense.
From Friendster.
She was trying to introduce me into a dating site.
Hello~~?
I'm not interested in such sites at all.
Still schooling and not interested in such crap.
I only stick to friendster because that's probably where i get to meet..
(i have other sites though)
No, not meet, i'm not interested in meeting up either.
To know, people of my age or of the same interest.
But it doesn't mean that I'm those type fools who are desperate.
Not forgetting to mention.
She asked me this, below.
(no sex related stuff so don't worry.)
"hello ,
I was just checking out your profile,
I am tring to get people to Check out this new site.
It's A lot better than freindster It's all free so check it out,
Here is my Profile
reiDES : So sorry, but i don't intend to put up such a link in my blog.
If you want it...
Well..
Ask me on MSN or tag me about it...
Though i'll think you're crazy..
No offence..
Tell me what you think,
Hayley"
Yeah and so much for trying her luck.
I wouldn't have known this is a dating site.
But judging from the way she asked and also the way..
I mean, how her primary photo looks like..
I can tell it's surely a dating site.
Well, i just "rejected" her message.
Telling her i have no such interest in dating sites and maybe she could pester someone else.
And that person may be interested.
But not my friends of course..
If not I'll flare up.
Totally.
And yeah~
Last bit of yesterday..
Someone did jammed my computer.
Know who it is?
A girl i know from deviantART.
It's as if she has no eyes to read.
I already stated clearly do not disturb.
And she came screaming, which is worse.
If my display picture was me.
When i told her no, she started talking about herself.
Jammed my computer to talk about herself.
Annoying piece of..
Crap.
=_____=
Buahahahahaha, I'm going to school today.
So ciao~!
6:47 AM
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* Wednesday, May 23, 2007 *

(when you're bored, you can do the most ridiculous things and no one cares at all.)
Ugh..
I'm not having anymore flu.
But nose block.
Which is damn annoying.
It's like I can't blow anything out or whatever..
Will be attending school tomorrow.
Home is so boring.
There's nothing to do at all.
Even if my nose is block or i am coughing like crazy.
I'm going to school.
But not if it still doesn't get any better..
Wah..
There's really nothing to do in the house.
Computer games are like B-O-R-I-N-G.
What I'm Currently Doing
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+ Chatting on Windows Live Messanger aka MSN Messanger
+ Trying to get rid of nose block
+ Trying to get rid of cough as well
+ Lazing around
+ Sleeping
+ Waiting to recover
What I'm Currently Listening To
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+ 176Biz - Dekiai
+ 176Biz - Aqua
+ GazettE - Filth In The Beauty
+ GazettE - Zetsu
+ GazettE - Cockroach
+ Dollis Marry - Ash
+ Alice Nine - Jewel
+ Alice Nine - Fantasy
+ Antikku Cafe - Merry Making
+ Antikku Cafe - Smile Ichiban il Onna
+ Ayumi Hamasaki - Rainy Day
+ Ayumi Hamasaki - SURREAL
+ Silent Hill - Laura's theme
+ Halo - Suite
What Pictures/images I'm Currently Finding
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+ Alice Nine - Saga
+ Alice Nine - Shou
+ Alice Nine
+ GazettE - Aoi
+ GazettE - Reita
+ Antikku Cafe - Kanon
+ Antikku Cafe (ex-member) - Bou
+ Vidoll - Shun
+ Vidoll - Jui
+ Dollis Marry - Iori
+ Dollis Marry - Karen
+ Ayabie - Yumehito
+ Bis - Tsukasa
+ 176Biz - Tara
Wah..
I'm feeling hungry.
*goesofftofindsomethingtoeat*
9:46 AM
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* Tuesday, May 22, 2007 *

(when everyone's together, you can feel that this friendship will never end and last forever.)
I'm kinda recovering already!
As in feeling better than yesterday.
Didn't attend school today as well because I'm still not feeling that good in the morning.
And..
My uniform is not ironed yet.
XD;
Wahahahahaha!
Spoke to Chu-Chan today!
(Actually, she spoke to me.)
And i felt like laughing when she brought up this GAY matter.
Bou being gay and such.
And when i told her, it's called fanservice.
She was like "huh?"
Hahaha..
And what she said below, made me laugh like hell.
"well i guess it gives a warming opening arms to all gays in japan
@-@ i can see why there is a hug population drop..
everyone is turing to their own genders..
*turning"
And i was like "man, this is goddamn funny."
Wahahahahahahahaha!
Oh.
And yeah, i cleared my friendster pictures.
Not all, but i cleared everything in there AND added some old ones back and some new ones.
More Saga this time though.
Ohhhh..
And also, the captions have been changed as well!
I just don't leaving my captions blank.
I find it ugly.
Don't know why.
And on---e more important thing.
Thank you those who cared for me!
I think i'm getting fine because of you guys.
Special replies to all of you.
Special Replies
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Drolo aka Hubby Felser
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Can't believe i infected you with it and you still cared.
Love you forever.
And recover soon!
*huggles*
And more Felser x Ceres fanarts please!!
Love you new nickie?
Chu-Chan aka Itasugen
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Thank you!!
Thank you!!
I love you lots!
And keep loving Saga nyah?
He ain't that gay, you know.
Bou Bou aka Wifey
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Kisses for dearest!
Thank you for caring.
Take care of youself and don't fall sick!
Ayachuu aka Uruha-Lover
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We may not be very close to each other.
But your comment made me happy.
I'm glad you still cared.
Shinigami-Kun aka Bou Des
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Hahahahaha, my sweetie.
Don't get sick too nyah?
Must take care and drink lots of water and thank you for caring!
Fiona aka Xiu Han
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Thank you for always caring for everyone in the group.
Glad to know you still treasure our friendship.
Jerlyn aka Shi Ping
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Ah..
Don't be too hard on yourself, girl.
Just have lots of rest and drink lots of water and you'll be fine.
12:11 PM
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* Monday, May 21, 2007 *

(If whatever you're reading doesn't help at all, why bother to read?)
Didn't attend school today caz i'm seriously unwell.
Didn't really have a good sleep because of the flu I'm having.
Woke up several times.
And i had a weird dream too.
I dreamt i was at home.
In my bedroom.
Lazing on my bed.
Playing a Nintendo DS which i swear i do not own one.
It was some weird sort of game.
Like i need to collect grape juice underwater or something.
And then i felt like i was really in the water.
I couldn't swim.
(i can swim,okay?)
I struggled to reach the surface but i didn't seem to be moving a bit at all.
And then i woke up awhile after that.
When i went back to sleep again.
I was in my room again.
And when i look at the wall near my window.
There were huge red ants.
Not your giant type of huge but just rather big.
Eraser size.
Crawling all over my wall.
When i tried to squash them with my book.
I don't know what book, a random one.
Then were like jelly!
Can't seem to kill them at all!
Well..
Can't really remember the rest though..
=___=
I feel terrible!!!
I hope I'm getting better.
Really.
There are so many things i wanna eat and do!!
And i found huge scans are Alice Nine too~!
Whee~
*holds hankie and looks at computer screen*
Man..
This is so dorky.
9:27 AM
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* Sunday, May 20, 2007 *

(when you have a cold... You don't feel like living in this world..)
Blahs..
I'm sick again.
Down with cold and cough.
Hopefully it doesn't get worse.
Gotta cut down on sweet stuff and cold stuff.
=____=
I feel terrible..
*hugglespillow*
Not attending school tomorrow coz I'm too tired..
And sick.
Cough was alright..
But flu is making things horrible for me.
I'm really in no mood in anything..
And now i'm sneezing like crazy..
Where's my hankie?..
*searches*
Man, i hope i get better by tomorrow.
Felt like laughing in the afternoon when i saw one of my friends in friendster comment.
Saying
"Nyaaaaaa~~~~~~~
Domo ArigaPoN 4 de pHotoS . . .
WouLd yOu Like 2 sEnd sOme piC oF U'rSeLf nExt Time nE~~~
U muSt be HOT Like Saga *^w^*"
She made me laugh totally.
XD
Hot like Saga?
How so?
Well, hope she likes those Ryouhei pictures I gave her~
Aishiteru, Raku-Chyan~
9:30 PM
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* Saturday, May 19, 2007 *

(Believe me, that's a guy. Not a girl.)
Blehs.
I'm having cough again.
Had too much sweet stuff lately.
Well, i'm going to avoid all of those candies again.
And believe me.
reiDES can do!
XD;
Okay..Okay..
All i took was a few sips of ribena..
Light ribena..
But it didn't seem much of any difference to me though.
O_O;
And i'm finally CG-ing!
Did the base for Kitty's gift.
A Kairi picture.
And finished the base and shadow for my RoxasxNamine picture.
Bweeheheheehehe.
I'm feeling rather good today.
Because i had a good nap.
And the weather's super love caz it's going to rain.
And i found new bands, new pictures and huge lovely jrock magazine scans~!
New bands
- GHOST
- Pawn
- Irokui
- Serial Number
- 東京ミカエル。
New Pictures
- Kousei from GHOST
- Hibiki from Serial Number
- Shiyuu from Serial Number
Magazine Scans
-Alice Nine
Wah..
All this are love~!
Infact, i think i saved too much stuff down and i'm going to delete or save over, some unhealthy stuff in there.
5:14 PM
* * * * * * * * * *
* Friday, May 18, 2007 *

I really do not understand.
How can i forgive someone who already did something so disappointing?
I seriously do not get it though..
How can you be encouraging the person who is at fault?
Why do you keep insisting it's not their fault when it is?
Tch..
I really do not get it.
Haiz..
Fickle.
One moment you hate.
The other moment you care.
You're really something..
Annoying.
Ah, guess it doesn't matter anyway.
*rolls eyes*
Ah, by the way.
The linearts have been scanned!
And now i can finally start CG-ing!
So expect artwork pictures for now!
But i won't upload them too fast this time.
Caz i may grow bored of what to post so...
Maybe it'll take awhile.
Heehee.
And i remembered my conversation with a friend yesterday.
She asking me for some JRock fanservice pictures.
Well, i don't really like this fanservice kinda thingy.
So i just showed her a ReitaxAoi one.
She almost made me laugh my head off when she thought all JRockers were gay.
Wahahahahahaha.
But she's cute.
XD
(may update)
ReitaxAoi
(wakakakakakakaka)

You are Justice
Equity, rightness, probity, executive; triumph of the observing side in law.
Justice is about cold, objective balance through reason or natural force. You can't keep smoking and drinking without consequences to your health. It is the card that advises cutting out waste and insists that you make adjustments, do whatever is necessary to bring things back into balance, physically, emotionally, socially, spiritually. It is a card of balance and harmony; if there is imbalance, the correction may
require recourse to the law.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
6:49 AM
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* Thursday, May 17, 2007 *

Heehee.
I simply love them (mathematics).
Even well, i didn't really get any impressive marks for my mathematics.
But being able to pass made me happy enough~
*laughs out loud*
Right, yesterday, just deleted and block some idiot who kept pestering me on MSN.
It's as if he (a guy this time) can't mind his own business.
I mean, seriously, whatever you write in your personal message.
Especially if you like to write them randomly, like me, sometimes.
No one in your list really bothers about it, right?
Yesterday, my previous personal message.
I wrote
"CHEAP KISSES.."
And something more.
(what can you expect from someone who is stm?)
What this "Cheap Kisses" i was referring to.
Was a Alice Nine fanfiction.
(well, it wasn't alice nine, i swear previously.)
And here comes a fag, thinking he is
"oh-i'm-fcuking-clever"
picking on me.
Asking me.
"How much are kisses?"
I was thinking, don't be an idiot, so i told him.
"It's a fanfiction i'm reading."
And he told me.
"I want."
And i'm like, what the hell? Go find it yourself, you useless thing.
"Go find yourself lah!"
And the next question annoyed me the most.
"How much are your kisses?"
And i never replied him after that but block him straight away.
Last time, i didn't wanna say anything.
When he picked on me Aoi's display picture.
Saying Aoi was ugly and such.
I still didn't wanna say anything because I'm not as immature as he thinks.
Because Aoi's x1000 times better looking than he is anyway.
Well, i need no such pathetic friend like him anyway.
So it's just GoodBye.
6:40 AM
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